Life is a funny thing, the memories go by too fast and the pain lasts too long. Good things come to an end while you drown in the bad. There comes a moment when you just want to release all of the crippling emotions, but you don't. You don't because you're scared. You're terrified because you know you'll be emptier inside than you are now. Your life is a series of tragedies and losses but you're trapped. You feel like a mistake; an anomaly. The regret, the anger, the sadness; it consumes you. It ignites you, as if you're a dry piece of tinder floating aimlessly in the wind and all it takes is a stray spark. You're afraid of spontaneously combusting because all that would remain is a pile of ashes. They'll be scattered into the wind, like your hopes and dreams once were. The only thing left will be an empty memory of the person who once wore a smile so bright that the sun would be envious of its sheer energy. No one will realize that your smile was actually a star so many light years away, that by the time it reached them, it was already burnt out.
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